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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
There are afternoons when the universe has gone round and round, building up destiny to the point where it could burst. Both individuals and a community seem on the point of implosion, when factors come to the fore and all hell breaks lose. But then it turns into a whimper. Perhaps it is the lull before the storm, but that afternoon on the street was the quietest most boring afternoon anyone could remember.
Maybe we can blame human nature. The universe may go round and round, but human nature causes people to go against the flow. They have minds, you see, and minds can demand immediate action or they can be overawed by events, requiring a respite; a time to take stock, to make decisions, to think. But it is another peculiarity of human nature that, when life turns to crisis, we inevitably make the wrong decisions. Maybe we should take longer to think, to take stock. Longer and longer, like, to eternity.
Dale Crawford was thinking of Bobby as the afternoon wore on. The school had rung:
‘Mr Crawford, Bobby didn’t turn up for school today.’
‘Are you surprised,’ said Dale.
‘What do you mean?’
‘He was being bullied. He hit back because you failed him. You told him the bad guys always win.’
‘We do not have bullying in this school.’
Dale guessed where Bobby would be. He’d be at the burned out house. He was deeply worried about him, but he was satisfied he was in no danger, and he had to work things out. He’d give him space – at least for a while.
DI Summers was thinking more than most. He had positioned himself in the perfect place to observe the street. He was up a tree, the burned out house to one side, the butcher’s shop next to it, the Old Man’s house at the top of the street and Picasso’s bedsit, Dale Crawford and Vernie James’s houses close by. He had binoculars in his hands and a determination in his heart.
‘We’re going to get to the bottom of this,’ he said.
‘We are.’
‘They think they can mess with me.’
‘They do.’
‘But they’re going to learn their wrong.’
‘They are.’
It was a very clear sign of the coming madness.
Two people on the street were reaching total despair. Both sat, almost comatose, in their respective houses. One was Vernie James. For a while he had held onto the idea of revenge on Dale Crawford. It tasted sweet – for a while. But it is a peculiarity of the supposed confidant man that, when life smacks him in the face, he is more likely to crumple than strive to be a warrior. And so it was with Vernie James.
He hummed a tune as he sat there, unmoved. It was a dirge and it added to his mood.
In another house, Old Man Hollis was humming the same tune. Why, we will never know. Indeed, the two men would never know that they hummed in concert. It is just one of those pointless elements of life with no importance and no reality to each of the men, for they would never know that they hummed the tune in unison. And they were both out of tune.
Whereas Vernie James was withdrawing into his shell, Old Man Hollis, however, was made of different stuff. He had built an empire out of nastiness, and he had no intention of ridding himself of his nastiness now. But frustrations had to be vanquished. His sons, what had happened to his sons? His life, what had happened to his life? People, he knew, would suffer.
‘Do you ever stop being miserable?’ said Rachel as she wandered past the study; saw the Old Man just sat there.
‘Misery is a constant in life,’ he said. ‘That’s why I dish out so much of it.’
‘I can’t take this,’ said Rachel, and stormed out of the house.
DI Summers had stopped talking to himself. He was listening to the conversation close by. The light was beginning to go and Bobby Crawford said: ‘Do you think we’ll see the ghost soon?’
Veronica Dean was sat, cross-legged on the ground, her equipment around her. ‘I don’t know, Bobby, let’s hope so.’
‘Well I hope he isn’t angry again.’
Summers looked forward to seeing the ghost himself. But surveying the street with his binoculars, he knew other things were afoot as well. From one door, Peter Picasso emerged, whilst from another, so did Thadias Grimes. And from the same emerged Dale Crawford and Julia James, going off in separate directions. And as if to compound the tension of the street, another door slammed as Rachel Hollis emerged from her house and stormed up the road.
The suspects were out, mischief was no doubt to be done, and just as Summers was about to take notes, his foot slipped and he fell right out of the tree.
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
It was the second time Julia James had gone to the house that day. ‘Don’t go,’ Dale had said, ‘if you’re starting a new life, start it now.’
‘But I’ve got things there; things that I need.’
‘Buy new things. You don’t have to go.’
Frustrations built up. Finally, she screamed: ‘But I do.’
Dale was taken aback. ‘Why?’ he asked.
‘Because … because … I was married a long time. I need to know he’s alright.’
‘So you still care?’
‘No! Not in that way. I don’t want anything bad on my conscience.’
‘You’ve changed your tune.’
‘I know; which proves I was stupid before.’
So now she walked into her old house – her old life – once more.
Dale had left at the same time. It was getting dark and it was time for Bobby to come home. He’d had enough time, he decided. Now it was time to get back to life.
As he approached Jack Thomas’s house, Peter Picasso also walked up. Dale and Peter had never really had a lot to do with each other. Predictably, Dale thought him a bit of a crank. ‘You’re not mixed up in this ghost rubbish as well?’ said Dale.
‘Of course I am. Exciting isn’t it?’
‘It may be alright for grown-ups, but Bobby shouldn’t be involved.’
‘But Dale, it was Bobby who first saw it.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Don’t you ever talk to your son?’
‘Now wait a minute …’
‘The ghost first manifested in Bobby’s bedroom.’
It was all too much for Dale. ‘Bobby,’ he shouted, ‘time to go home.’
‘But dad …’
‘Now!’
Julia James looked down at the pathetic figure on the settee. Vernie James seemed to have adopted the foetal position as he slept. If you could call it sleep. It was more a troubled respite from wakefulness.
He talked as he laid there, his eyes closed. ‘Oh Julia, I love you, you can’t leave me, you’re my life. I can’t go on without you, don’t you understand that.’
He was oblivious to her presence. She was as ghostly as Jack Thomas, and as she looked around the room, she realized she always had been. Nothing was really hers. The house lacked the feminine touch, as if she was just an accessory to Vernie’s house.
Was THAT supposed to be love? If it was, it was a perverted love. Yet only now did she realize the reality of her past life. Indeed, she realized she couldn’t even call it a life.
Quickly, she gathered together her possessions, then she stood, once more, beside him. Putting her hand to her lips, she kissed it and then placed it on Vernie’s forehead. ‘I think I hate you,’ she said. Then she added: ‘But don’t do anything stupid, Vernie James. I couldn’t have that.’
She left.
Rachel Hollis had already left the street in her mind, but now she left the street physically as well. Indeed, there was always only one thing to do when she had got herself into this mess. She went clubbing.
She would club all night long, would Rachel. She would wear next to nothing and gyrate it seductively and energetically. She was, in effect, an advert to what she could do when she left the club.
Predictably, while she was doing this, a long line of men would come and go, and between gyrations she would interview them. If she found one she wanted, then she would play him as if she was an angler and he the fish. She would pull him close and then let him swim free. And this would go on until she had danced herself to a frenzy. Only when she was right would she catch him. And when that happened, he would have a night to remember.
But she never remembered his name.
While Rachel was getting into her stride, Dale sat exasperated. Julia had just arrived back and realised his mood. Maybe it was time for them to play couples.
‘What’s wrong?’ she asked.
Dale told her about Bobby – the bullying, the stupid school, the even more stupid ghost. She listened patiently, holding his hand, and both she and Dale felt it was right.
‘Anyway,’ said Dale, ‘never mind my problems. What about yours? Did you get your stuff?’
‘Yes.’
‘And Vernie?’
‘I’m worried,’ she said. ‘I think he’s going to do something stupid.’ She sat there a moment, deep in thought. Then she said: ‘Still, enough about me. Do you want me to have a word with Bobby? See if I can ease him a little?’
Dale was overcome by this. ‘Would you?’ he asked, and it felt so good.
Veronica Dean was getting into her stride. ‘You see, Peter,’ she had said, ‘sometimes a ghost needs a helping hand.’ And now the two of them stood in the middle of the devastation, holding hands.
Veronica was nearing trance. ‘Can you hear me, Jack Thomas, I know you’re there. I want to talk to you.’
Peter wasn’t so sure this was a good idea, but he played along nonetheless. After all, it was him who had started it.
Suddenly, the night seemed to get darker. The sceptic among us would mutter something about a cloud passing over the moon, but to Veronica it had begun. ‘Can you see it?’ she said excitedly, pointing into the devastation.
Peter followed her gaze. ‘I don’t know.’
‘Really look,’ she said, ‘he’s beginning to materialize.’
Peter really looked, but he was unsure. But as Veronica’s voice rose in her urgings, there was no mistaking the knockings that suddenly broke out, and soon the angry voices.
Peter stared in disbelief. ‘This is crazy, Veronica,’ he said.
‘Be quiet.’
‘No … no … I can’t. This isn’t right. You’re playing with things you don’t understand.
‘Chicken.’
‘No, Veronica, I’m serious. You’ve got to stop.’
And with those words, Peter Picasso turned tail and ran.
Bobby Crawford’s bedroom was dark but inviting. Julia loved the thought of a child’s room. Maybe it was because she never had one. It was just another accessory Vernie James could do without.
‘Are you awake?’ she whispered, lightly.
‘Yes,’ said Bobby. ‘Who is it?’
Julia came closer. ‘It’s me.’
‘Oh, hello Mrs James.’
‘Call me Julia.’
‘Okay … Julia.’
‘How do you feel, Bobby. Do you feel sad?’
‘A bit.’
‘And do you feel confused?’
‘A bit.’
‘Life can be so silly, can’t it? All those stupid things that happen, and you think what have I done to deserve this.’
‘That’s right.’
Julia knelt by the bed; placed a hand by his. ‘Well you’ve done nothing wrong, Bobby Crawford. It’s the world going stupid, not you.’
They both smiled at each other then, and again Julia felt it was just right.
‘Julia,’ said Bobby, eventually.
‘What my love?’
‘Are you my new mom?’
Veronica Dean was busy communicating with the entity she saw before her. The knockings had eased, and she was sure she had achieved that. She closed her eyes and concentrated and images flashed before her. Whether they were images from Jack Thomas’s ghost or simply her own expectations could be debated for ever. But Veronica was sure she was having success.
Eventually, a new voice entered her mind – an angry voice. ‘What was that?’ she said, urging the voice on.
‘Oh, Julia,’ it said, ‘don’t do this. Come back to me. Please.’
Veronica snapped out of her trance and saw the man banging on a door down the street.
‘Julia, I love you. I can’t live without you.’
Veronica Dean stormed down the street. Tapped him on the shoulder. Said: ‘WILL you shut up. You’re frightening the ghost!’
(c) Anthony North, January 2008
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