My attention has recently been placed upon ‘inner voices’, which has got me thinking about the subject. At least, I think it’s me, or maybe it’s those little voices in my own head.
The most logical explanation for the voice is that it is a defence mechanism – to warn you when you are about to put yourself in physical danger, or maybe to tell you that what you’re about to do is immoral – you know, conscience.
Two brainers
The most likely explanation for the voice can be found in the split-brain concept, where the brain has two cerebral hemispheres, one of which seems to control rational function, whilst the other is artistic.
In normal life we use the rationalist – the typical left brainer – but when we dream, or go artistic, the right brain comes into its own. And it is here that the voice in the head can be particularly useful.
As well as the functions described above, my little voice used to get me into all sorts of trouble, but then I decided to control it and use it as the artist. Now it is my ‘muse’, and it diverts all its destructive power to helping me with ideas for stories, essays, etc.
Petulant little thing
In this sense, it’s become a useful little fella; although sometimes it refuses to speak, and for ages I’ll have no ideas. Then, suddenly, it will give me a brainstorm, and ideas will pour out of me, leaving me exhausted.
Hence, I have an uneasy relationship with my little voice, but I wouldn’t like to be without him. We talk often, deciding this or analyzing that. But the question is, does this make me just a slightly bit mad?
I suppose in a way it does – not because I have an inner voice, but that I talk about it. No, madness comes when you begin a dialogue with the inner voice, and suddenly you realize you’re not part of the conversation.
© Anthony North, August 2007
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